Hey, back with another part of the Pretentious Ramblings series, if you’re new then make sure you go check out the previous posts on Pretentious Ramblings and catch up! First Pretentious Ramblings Previous Pretentious Ramblings * We’ll sneak off somewhere and I’ll pretend to love you whilst we lose our minds, can you imagine/ We are the wasted youth, the future, the damned and doubted, Millennial culture, romanticising death, drug lord aesthetic and bloodshot eyes. Choose life, remember? I’ll lead you astray and you’ll abuse me but I won’t cry. You’re only hurting yourself. Cuff, cuff, cuff. Just to…

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I watched a comedian when I was younger and I remember a specific joke about when he got hit by a car, flipped in the air and landed on his feet but didn’t have a clue what had just happened. You’re the car. I don’t know exactly what to write in this part, I honestly thought it would be upsetting and difficult but in fact, it’s really alleviating. From start to finish, everything was fast paced – looking back, i’m not sure I knew what was going on half the time I was just kind of riding the wave because…

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  I resent the thought of needing someone but I feel like I needed you at that particular time in my life. Not for the relationship itself but for the sake of opening my eyes to something I did not want to become by seeing it in someone else. When we met, you were in a similar life situation to me and by observing you, I learned a lot about myself. I learned that whilst it’s okay to hold onto a little anger and sadness in order for it to fuel things like creativity and motivation. But only when there…

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I’m not sure how to start this anymore because it was just going to be one long post but I figured I should probably break it into three parts and address the subjects separately. If you’re a long time follower, you’ll know that I used to do a lot of sponsored posts or guest posts and when I shifted to self hosted, I had a massive meltdown because I realised that i’d sold out so, I got rid of more than half of my posts and now, my blog is more a form of catharsis. So whilst you read these…

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  Like the previous three years, I’m doing the annual bucket list post and taking  a moment to reflect on what I’ve achieved in a year and what I plan on doing to improve. I started the year very strong and determined but soon I was swayed, I had distractions and I let them take over my life and I’m fully aware that I did not do as much as I could have, I really want to do more this year, I want to stay on track and fingers crossed I will but I know how many times I’ve posted…

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